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The WHY and The HOW

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How can I still have this feeling for you
When I look into those cold blue eyes
That never lit up when I was around
Hiding any spark in your eyes from me
Almost the ice under the snow in during the winter?

Why can’t I just turn my back
Instead of becoming enraptured in your smile
Only shown once in a while?

How come even though you cut your hair
Never get the slightest stare
Your silent actions told me, “No.”
But I still don’t want to go,
Nor sway on my position
Of wanting to stay
And get to know you?

Why am I so speechless around you
Though I doubt you’d like to hear what I have to say anyway?
When you come through the door,
I shut up and say nothing more.

How is it that when you are near me
My heart skips a beat
And I forget to breathe for a few seconds?
It hurts me not to sneak
A glance or peek
Of you from across the room.

Why do I still feel affection
From all the rejection,
As well as not even the slightest suggestion or act of consideration
In my direction?

How can you not see
All the affection pouring out of me?
I will not give in to your deceit
Or even cry out in defeat.
I just hope that sooner or later
You’ll see me standing there
Alone, looking dejected,
And suddenly will realize
That I may mean more to you
Than you dared to show.
I hope and pray
That this day
Will come!
I wrote this yesterday around 9 PM after I had just got to thinking about how I still like this guy even though he's a complete jerk... The guy I'm talking about is the guy I wrote Wishes for...

By the way he said "It made him what to die" Before you get angry, he didn't say this to my face, my friend told me this..

I hope this poem doesn't suck...^^;
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:hug: I want the same thing from someone...